雀爾喜。艾斯

finally finally....ur number is available..........
but still...........not pick up.........................haizzzzzz
too noisy?out with frenz?sleeping?put on silent? or...just ignore me.....

full of u in my mind....cant get u out of it.......even cant think of any topics for my blog
too many feelings need to be revealled...dunt know who i could tok.....to
and u r still silent........
like u never exited

when i call u tonight.....finally its connected.....like am calling to another world....
at least.....u r alive......right?ur battery is bk.......just just.........ignore me............i....g.....n.....o.....r.....i...n....g......

i am left behind
abandoned.....
and ignored.....

yeahhhh....now i know....how those feelings feel like ha....

will u read all these?
r u reading?
how do u feel?
r u ganna say the oppisite words to me?
r u ganna leave comments?
am not drunk
am fine
really fine.......

how abt u just say "u r just not good for me...." to me....like Edward told Bella and thought that was the best for her....
and left Bella alone...in the forest....nearly die.....

how abt u just told me u dunt love me any more....all those feelings...u hv alreadi forgotten...and u r moving on...
finding those attractive..cute...sexy gals in clubs...

how abt u just tell me u r sick of my calls and sms...too stick on u...too much pressure...u cant stand it...so u r ignoring me
becuz u still want to leave a good image in my mind...u still want to be fren...be sis with me.....

anything....anything u could think of ....to hurt me....let them come to me....

then will u be happy?
or just drink till drop.....vomit in every lonely night without me...and still cant get me out of ur mind?


haiz....babe babe babe.....my babe......y we r so stubbern...u dunt wanna tell me the truth...and i keep chasing u.....
can we stop doing this?
all i want is u...
always been u
even just a sms...just a call....it means happiness....to me....its real....u exist....