雀爾喜。艾斯

will i get use to it? u r not ard....
not in msn
not in facebook
not in skype
not in yahoo calendar
not in wretch

sms u no reply
call u unavailable

u r disappeared
would u come bk?
come bk to me?
or just disappear forever.........yeah its 1111again.........

went to see new moon last night
sms u i miss ya in the afternoon........no reply still.........
okie...
u might be in the library
might be...hp put on silence......
might be...in a too noisy place.....
might be low battery.......
might be busy,,,,,,,,but i would never know wat r u busy for

yep i will recover....i will be doing well....becuz i am sagi......wat a silly reason
there is no hole in my heart........there is no u...............
cuz i am good at ignoring
i could pretend nothing happened........
but those r not reasons
its just lying
all those lies
just biting my heart

Edward is not coming bk......bb u r not Edward.....u just cant sleep at night
I am not Bella either.....am just cold as her....just desperate for ur kisses...just need u to be here with me....forever...

Where is my Jake who gives me warmth when my edward left me behind?

Even though there is Jake......and i hv to choose one....its always been him.... always been my Edward...

after the movie....there was still no news fr u.....iiii.... tried not to disturb u.....but just cant stop my hands haha
"the number u hv dailed is currently unavailable please try again later"
"the number u hv dailed is currently unavailable please try again later"
"the number u hv dailed is currently unavailable please try again later"

so u got no battery again...............at least.....u ignored me isnt on purpose
am i too good for u?
will that make u feel bad?
will u do something to hurt me and let me leave u?

can we sit down and tok wat shld we do? or its no need for u...u r moving on....?
should i go cliff jumping?but
where is my Alice?
i got no one ard me....i got no one who could understand us and stand by us...
i got no one to tok to me....all those feelings for u
i only hv this blog.....
and dunt know whether zack will come bk or not

I want my birthday present...(not like Bella haha she insists there is no present on her bd)
will u forget that?cuz u r busy....and might think its not worth....or i dunt deserve it?

i heard eason's "merry merry xmas" at mini mart again
bb.......at least u will get a xmas card fr me....