MLC 05

after bb's birthday...too many things happen....too much emotions....
u leave me alone....for more than a wk....seems like thousand yrs......
now u r gone again....for ur frenz.....i know they r always important.....just wish u could tell me wat happen...
not always tell me...u r with frenz...helping frenz...and i dunt know wat exactly happened...

more than a wk alreadi since MLC 04....y i sudden think of finishing it....becuz...

am reading momoko's new book......
on one chapter...she mentions how her mum started hving the feeling for her dad....
her mum was heading to somewhere to work...dad accompanyed her to train station....
train was moving...dad chased the train and said to her....please come bk earlier....

i think of my bb's face in the airport....standing outside the custom...carrying a backpack...watching me away....
我想起我寶貝的臉站著看我進海關背著行李可愛的小小影子看著我離開
ps: now the radio is playing eason's "lonely lonely christmas" bb dunt worry...u will at least get a card fr me...

突然ㄧ陣心酸好像有東西掐著我的心臟熟係的滴滴答答的旋律響起
bb u wont be alone...am always here missing ya.....if u would like to come here....to read..........show show.....(((((hugz))))

the book reminds me to continue writing the 5th day.......
桃子的這一段故事提醒我還沒寫完我的第五天

woke up ard 8am...i went to take shower...let u sleep till 830am....guess u didnt sleep well...
looked tired and sleepy....cute cute...
check out ard 10am....were going to airport for breaky....
u were out the arama hotel for a ciggi.....i was standing at the taxi stand...
still remember when i looked at u...u were watching me too and gave me a smile.....never saw u had this expression before...
was okie....becuz i know i will be bk hahahahahaha
hmmm...okie...if u let me do it......i will
if u dunt..let us go bk ozzie bah..............

had kaya bread in terminal 3...and kapi o hahahah cute name....
took pix for ya now its my wake up pix

wish u could hold me tight....and say plz come bk soonn.....
but we didnt do that....
u were so quiet and stone.....and i didnt know how to express my feeling....when i see u like this....
bb....i was nearly crying when i hold ya.....but i suppressed it........
u remember u asked me....y come to sg?
i said....i just wanna c u......(and wanna hv fun...date with u....hahahaha)
beneath my surface....i had too many things wanna tell u.....wanna do with u.....
but u looked so calm...and acted like to keep distance with me......

like Mayday's song....我站在你左側卻像隔著銀河難道要抱著遺憾一直到老然後再後悔著
msn frenz...keeps poping up.....there is no u......no any of u..........

i sms ya when i was running to the gate...u didnt reply till i got on plane....
then crying like a baby.....face cover with a blanket....

got ur sms when i turn on my hp at taipei (sweet bb)........its only 4 5 hrs......flying....its not far....
but y i feel we r so close but so far away..........
bbbb