雀爾喜。艾斯

could not c u ard..................

i added Joanne to be fren at facebook...
i kknew i shld hv done this....someone would c that...they might guess...but i dunt wanna care anymore
i need to know something ard u....even fr ur fren...or just watch ion shopping center website...those xmas trees..pix

i wanna know wat r u doing.....wat do u feel....how r u?
even i know i shld not.............
 
but i miss ya badly........
i always miss ya....
i always need u ard
just these days.......without knowing wat u r doing...without toking to ya....
am like dead...
dunt wanna cry anymore
for the best of us.............hv to suppress my feelings for ya.........
forgive me bb

i know u r doing the same thing too......

i cant be that selfish anymore....just keep u tie on me....

i dunt wanna make u sad...that kills me......i hv to hide my emotions....

okie...i am not going to call u....till u appear online....okie?

i can do this....i can do this.....

ps:i posted bb's birthday card yesterday...and a book...

i was shocked to cry when i lay on my bro's bed....cuz i saw us on 1505 Arama hotel...u were there with me...