雀爾喜。艾斯

i am sick....
hah.....totally sick

i think of ya every second....
i need to distract myself fr thinking ya...
i hv to keep myself busy

so i clean my room...
my closet....
see those clothes u accompany me to buy...smile....
I know i deeply into u....
babe babe babe....

i need u badly....
that's wat i sms u last night.....
i shld not hv done that.....to make u worry
but do u miss me bb...do u??

u called me afterwards...u were celebrating frenz bd.....asked me to sleep....
i was lying on the bed....but just...wanting to hear u say good night...wanting ur kisssss
everytime i ask u...wat r u doing?
u always say....making fun...drinking...
not like me always tok abt frenz things...u rarely tell me....
y i hv to go sleep?y i cant tok with u?
y u dunt call me?

u said u r like handicoped without internet...cuz cant tok to me
i said u could call me
then u ..........silence....

u asked me good or not?
i said no not good....cuz i am waiting ur calls...but always me to call ya
u....silence again

so i said okie...u go bk to drink bah...
drink is important...
u asked y said that?
i said drink and frenz r important....okie...shld not joke on u
u asked how abt u?
i was...me?? then u sudden said nothing...tried to stop urself ask more..
then ur frenz came out....teasing us......

bb for me now u r the most important thing.....the person i think of the most...the person i love the most....
(like Edward said u r my life....:))

ppl said...u wont marry to a person u love the most....i guess i can go marry now....
cuz i love u the most....hahahahahah

c....indeed i am sick lah

the most...over my first love...