雀爾喜。艾斯

bb called me ard 11:15pm when i was asleepy and let the radio made some noise....alone...was flat out again
she realised i was sleeping....tried to hang up the phone but i really wanted to tok to her
she was home alredi...dinner was fine...got some presents...purfume...black glasses(like da-tong)..
L is coming to sg again...she smsed her but she didnt reply....
B asked my feelings of hearing her name...i said am fine...but not feel comfortable as she seems never ganna give up...and always came for ya
i sang "happy birthday" in various versions...chinese english...taiwanses haha so funny  and cantonese....b was lol...suprised...
i was pretty into cantonese songs at school nehhh
glad she was happy and always laugh when she heard my voice....how i wish i could be with u like this forever
I love this....love toking with ya vividly happily freely
tok abt everything....normal life routine...social life to y u didnt take off ur underwear and miss ya miss ya....
somehow...u still think its ur responsibility to let me recover faster...the road we walk is alreadi set up...just for me before marriage...met b and fell for her...haiz....its really hurt bb....cuz i really wanna be with u together forever

u said the new hp camera quality was good...so clear...asked u happi to get my photo?u said yep happy hahah
u said after the trip dunt i think she is open for me more and more....yep i could feel....but y...u said u dunt know
u fought...the first few days at sg...tried to be frenz with me....but u failed....looked down on ya? haiz no way....i hope u r wat u r...say wat u wanna say...u tried to not to hold my hands...i could feel...feel ur hands were so loose...i knew....just felt u we were so close and u still keep distance fr me
u said sorry...cuz u r always always fighting with urself....especially when i showed up....getting worse.... 

y i insist to take off ur clothes...cuz i dunt want to be alone...and i wanna feel u...how could i speak out these "so shy"qs?
y u french ur frenz?just for fun...hey but i never french my gal frenz
then wats the difference between me and them?hmmm....never wanna stop when ya kiss me...haha same reason as me...

did u read my wretch?b asked...
yep i did
then u let the comments blank
u wanna know my feelings? xin-teng....just wanna stay by ur side
u were silent

autumn concerto...i finished ep8...u guess rite of the part for me to cry badly....
when she saw him runninig behind their car...she was crying and looking at the mirror....said "silly boy...dunt chase the car......"

forgot to tell u...some of the expression of Venness Wu reminds me of u
like...carrots r for rabbit....cute cute

knowing u wont try to catch me.....u wont be that selfish....make me saddd

and u always think i will be fine without u
u think we r just waiting for the next ppl showing up....till then....we will be okie.....
haiz....really really?
but y this thought make me wanna cry...always crying

miss ya miss ya i wish my bb happiness....haiz.....with me hahahahahaha how stubbern i am...
if i say byebye....u will let me go bah....without saying anything....
but i dunt want...i dunt wanna leave u
dunt push me to leave u pls....

u said i could go bk ozzie with H and S...crazy together...that's the thing i most wanna do
i said i wanna stay with the other not really frenz
then u said okie....other
dunt u wanana know who is other?
other is other not frenz....
so u think who is other?haiz that other is u neh
but u didnt hear...
so i said good night..u said i gave up to tell u....
who do u think other is?
its u silly silly...
and u said...becuz u said u dunt like "thick face ppl" so....
haiz....this is not becuz thick face...its telepathy....
and i never think u r thick face...even though u r thick face i will tease u but still love ya

hang up the phone is alreadi 4am gosh....u got to wake up....ard 730am...didnt tell me..i was so sorry hahaha
was it the longest call we have...haiz miss ya bb..miss ya....u cant use lappy now so hv to wait for it repaired...haiz...when when...

the only thing i can do now...is just loving and caring of u......hope we could reunion soon
follow ur heart is the right thing to do...