雀爾喜。艾斯

at this moment....i shld be on the way to the airport...
when i wake up today.....i suddenly felt the nagative....emotion...
angry abt A again
its her fuait
its her fault to tell her auntie
but was that her fault?
she used the wrong way
and becuz of my long term nagative evaluation on her
finally blow out
by this chance....i could get rid of her....little by little....

i accepted her apology....but in my heart....i could still see her standing in front me....and stopping me to go
let the time do this
i am tired of her telling me every little thing day by day
i need some space
i need a holiday
and i want my bb

i image her with me every night...
when i was on the mrt train today...i nearly fell asleep cuz i saw she was with me....
sleeping together lol

am sorry..truely sorry....becuz i try to find a easy way...
dunt wanna hurt anyone....but i hurt u....
u r always the 2nd...after my family....cuz i dunt wanna make them worry
then i will hurt u
i try to hide everything.....thought just for our own good
but actually it hurts u....cuz i always put my family at the first place unconciously
bb i am sorry...
though i love ya
but can u really feel it? or i just keep let u down......